Attachments
I never thought that today March 30, 2009 would be my worst and miserable day of my entire life as ever. It never came in to my mind that i ll be ever feeling this way and treated this way to the point it humiliate me.
Shock.Speechless.Numb’ness. Disgusted. I even puked in the toilet!That’s what i felt at this moment. When I opened the attachments and read the two emails that I received.I couldn’t think clearly. I don’t even cry. I asked my self, WHY?
I could not think of any ways to forgive and forget. Or, I don’t even think I could do that.
I asked the person to tell me the truth but I only heard hopeless lies.
How can I trust that person one more time?
If only committing suicide is not a SIN and CRIME to our SAviour, I would’ve been died at this moment. But I fear HIM great so I think I’ll be fine.
