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I never thought that today March 30, 2009 would be my worst and miserable day of my entire life as ever. It never came in to my mind that i ll be ever feeling this way and treated this way to the point it humiliate me.

Shock.Speechless.Numb’ness. Disgusted. I even puked in the toilet!That’s what i felt at this moment. When I opened the attachments and read the two emails that I received.I couldn’t think clearly. I don’t even cry. I asked my self, WHY?

I could not think of any ways to forgive and forget. Or, I don’t even think I could do that.

I asked the person to tell me the truth but I only heard hopeless lies.
How can I trust that person one more time?

If only committing suicide is not a SIN and CRIME to our SAviour, I would’ve been died at this moment. But I fear HIM great so I think I’ll be fine.

I urge everyone to vote in the “world’s first global election” by switching off their lights on Saturday, March 28, 2009; 8:30 – 9:30 PM against the growing threat of global warming.

Over 74 countries and territories worldwide have signified their commitment to “VOTE EARTH” during Earth Hour and that the number is growing by the day, the Earth Hour website (http://www.earthhour.org…) stated.

“We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. Together we can take control of the future of our planet, for future generations,” the website added.

Saturday, Mar 21, 2009 3:29PM [Report]
Hi Van Ness,

I read your recent Blog and sounds like you’ve been waiting for someone special to spend the rest of your life in the future. Being famous and all you still feel alone..well I deeply and heartily pray to Jesus for your happiness and that soon you ll meet the love of your life..

I don’t know if you have time to read your mails from fans out there including me for there are lots i guess..nevertheless, i am always your avid supporter.love your works..so hopefully i ll be able to visit Taiwan soon and chance to bump somewhere with you..hahahah love to see you in the future..

God Bless!

–Cessi